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Screaming to SleepAll I ever did was cause pain  At this point there's nothing left to gain  As I open my eyes to the pain I've caused  I feel as though everything has been lost.   
As I lay awake half the night  I see the most horrible of sights  All my loved ones on the floor, dead  It's the only thing I dread.   
It all came to me at once, tears flowing out my eyes  The decisions I made were not wise  I burst out screaming, like I had been stabbed through the heart  I screamed to sleep, and wished for a new start. Screaming to Sleep
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Embracing Our LoveFrom when we first met, I felt a connection.  It signified          Passion                Truth                     Loyalty.  As it grew stronger, so did our relationship.  We didn't let distance keep us apart.  We didn't let each other down.   
I have healed you, as you have healed me  When you cried, I cried with you...            &nbs Embracing Our Love
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Will of InsanityTo my lover, I leave my dead carcass and money to do with whatever she pleases.  To my dear sister, I leave my room, where the shadows of my past murdered me.  To my brother, I leave my values and anything else I will buy...  To my worst enemy, I leave my suffering and the shadows that have killed me to put him through the same fate.  And to the rest of those that have brought me pain, I leave the knives, covered and stained with my own blood, as trophies to show the pain that they are capable of causing. Will of Insanity
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2446, Earth's Final Hour Ch2aJournal Entry  July 20, 2446. New Base of operations inside the Capital building.   
Here we are. Stuck in the abandoned Capital City of Mars with no way off. There are only three of us left. I decided to take one of the dead guys' rifles. They shoot pretty well and have a little more firepower than my pistols. With only three of us alive, we needed to take from the dead. It was a necessary action. There really isn't much to talk about except for my family. Ever since I left Earth, I thought about them more and more. But now I just really miss them.   
My little sister, Horizon, has always been there to help me as I h 2446, Earth's Final Hour Ch2a
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Guitar Challenge!

Sat Dec 22, 2007, 7:58 PM
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: The evil voices in me beg for mercy. >:3
  • Watching: What I say
I'm taking a challenge from myself to be able to play some of the music I really like on the guitar.

I've only been teaching myself on the guitar for not that long, but I'm pretty good. Soon I can put up videos of me playing them on youtube, but here are the songs I can play.

The Hell Song
How I learned it: Bought the tab for it online.
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Miss Murder
How I learned it: By ear/ listening to it.
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(FIXED THE LINK!)

I also miss my lover. I can't wait to see you for Christmas, Olivia.

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  • Current Residence: Texas
  • Interests: Seeing every star in a darkened sky, Walking for no reason, Flying
  • Favourite poet or writer: Myself =P
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Personal Quote: "I suffer to make those I love happy, but isn't there another way?"
  • Tools of the Trade: Whatever it takes to kill someone through their own thoughts...

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~c-h-i-s-s-y Oct 26, 2008, 5:19:37 AM
hey! i think we go to the same school!

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!Flathead-Soniclover Jan 14, 2008, 2:42:35 PM
Comment for you.

=3

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<font size=2>Shade died 22/04/08

<3<3<3R.I.P, I love you very much and always will!!<3<3<3</size>
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!Flathead-Soniclover Jan 1, 2008, 12:42:51 AM
Happy New Year!

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<font size=2>Shade died 22/04/08

<3<3<3R.I.P, I love you very much and always will!!<3<3<3</size>
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~Leepwnsall Jan 1, 2008, 10:29:18 PM
Happy new year to you too. *huggles* I feel so lonely here. *points at date on post below*

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Giving up my hopes and dreams... I'm a lost cause...
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!Flathead-Soniclover Jan 1, 2008, 10:39:45 PM
-Hugs back- xD Wow. That was awhile ago!

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<font size=2>Shade died 22/04/08

<3<3<3R.I.P, I love you very much and always will!!<3<3<3</size>
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~Leepwnsall Jan 1, 2008, 10:55:46 PM
Yep. :3 But now you have posted.

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Giving up my hopes and dreams... I'm a lost cause...
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~Chuge Oct 11, 2007, 9:08:25 AM
I really like your personal quote...I also suffer to make others happy...and I care so much about everything that it weakens me, destroys me....along with these profound thoughts that detach me from the physical world...

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With the Heart of a Wolf, Raven feels Strength and Courage....with the Heart of a Raven, Wolf feels Guidance and Wisdom...Together in this Eternal Embrace, we are all Connected to One another...and with this Connection, we shall never be broken...
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~Leepwnsall Oct 11, 2007, 4:06:40 PM
I've kind of figured out that those who chose to suffer to make loved ones happy are the physical form of guardian angels. I've been called one by several people, so that's what made me think about that. But the world I phisically belong to is so small... It's just this little town full of people who don't understand anything. The one I live in, and wish to be in someday is where my lover is, and my sisters (really really good friends). I guess our suffering will pay off soon assuming it doesn't completely destroy us... I was forced to cut into my arm recently (even though it meant breaking a promise) from being in so much pain... I've learned to feel pain the most from loved ones being in pain rather than others trying to put me in pain, but yet they still manage to... Still, I hope things look up for you.

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Giving up my hopes and dreams... I'm a lost cause...
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~Chuge Oct 12, 2007, 8:06:24 AM
I could say so much of the same thing about myself...I am also in a place where nobody understands, my loved ones are all so very distant....one day, I will finally be able to meet their eyes, and I pray and hope to meet every one of them....we all live in different places.....and long ago, when I was new at cutting, I met my true love Lucas....he was also cutting, we made promises to each other and to more loved ones that we met...and we both broke those promises many times......I am also in pain from everyone else's pain...and that includes the tortured animals, they too are my Family...those innocent Beings, misunderstood by the cruelty of ignorance...
I believe that I have the heart and soul of a Native...although that is not in my Nationality....
I still always feel like cutting, but everyone knows....they once had me in a hospital...it was terrible...
but it's okay now....because all that matters to me....is my true Family, FAF.....my dear beloved brothers and sisters, my true love....they are everything, and I will wait the day to see them....and I continue to seek more of them, more of us, before it is too late....I guess I could say I'm trying to prevent innocent, loving Beings from taking away their precious, meaningful lives....

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With the Heart of a Wolf, Raven feels Strength and Courage....with the Heart of a Raven, Wolf feels Guidance and Wisdom...Together in this Eternal Embrace, we are all Connected to One another...and with this Connection, we shall never be broken...
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~Leepwnsall Oct 15, 2007, 4:00:04 PM
I'm doing the same thing.

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Giving up my hopes and dreams... I'm a lost cause...
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